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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

[[last term of studying]]

its alrdy the 2nd week after sch reopens.. in another 1mth n 10days would be the start of all the exams.. damn sianz.. cuz it oso means that i hafta work reali hard alrdy.. tis few days super stress.. mayb cuz my schedule is damn packed tis week.. tmr got attachment breifing in sch.. thurs got work.. fri nid to work on my next week presentation.. sat work.. sun got wedding to attend.. dun knoe hw to manage my time.. but i will do my best.. been livin well with my the other half.. every fri n sat got his hse stay over.. to spend some quality time together.. not juz a dinner plus a episode of drama den rush hme.. but it oso means that some times.. i have no time to do my assigments.. but well.. there's always some sacrifice in a relationship.. i juz hafta work harder on the rest of the days lo.. =P k nah.. juz here i stop.. gotta go to bed.. wake up early for tmr lecture.. wish me luck...=D

Can't Say I Never Knew You|7/02/2008 03:16:00 AM|

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

[[exams]]

exams is here again.. next week.....mon thue wed and fri..... 4core modules... juz started studyin today.. damn stress.. i seems to dun knoe anything about all the modules.. so wat even if i knoe.. im so afraid thati'll fail.. i dun wanto spent more time in studyin.. i juz wanto get my diploma and get over with it.. to further study??? or to work?? i dun knoe.. most prob is to work ferst.. den to decide whether i wanto further my studies or not.. bee.. i hope that u will understand this few days til next week i wouldnt have much time for u.. i'll be buryin myself in books.. dun sianz or wat k.. i dun knoe what im doin in sch.. i onli knoe of the common test time table ytd.. wat m i doin in sch???? wat the f***??!?!?!?!? im a loser`~~

Can't Say I Never Knew You|5/28/2008 06:57:00 PM|

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

[[everythings' wrong]]

everythings seems to be wrong this few days.. thinking about alot of things.. but nothing at all.. i dun knoe wat i wan.. and i dun knoe wat im short of.. i longed for the days in the past.. no worries no nothing.. wher im so care free and everything seems to goes well.. i miss all my frenz.. frm secondary sch to shangri-la to obriens to florist......... i miss my poly cheerful life.. i dun enjoy wat im doin nw.. every day is lyk a routine.. something that i hate.. i dun knoe how to walk bac to that.. nw im lookin forward to graduation.. it may be a new start for me.. a new beginning.. i dun knoe.. i feel so so so lonely when i have so many ppl around me.. y do i think so?? been workin with dior for around 2mths.. and sch reopen for 5weeks.. so many things to do yet so little time.. i begin to realise recently that i totally jave no time for myself......... i need a real good rest.. conclusion= i miss my friends.. all of them.. those that stil tok.. those that dun tok.. all of them.......i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't Say I Never Knew You|5/15/2008 01:11:00 AM|

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