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Thursday, July 12, 2007

[[4More Weeks to Exams]]

exams nearing.. i've been livin in my own world.. not caring about whether i would flunk my exams anot.. i reali wanted to work hard.. but everytime the lecturer started talkin i'll fall aslp automatically.. i totally dun understand wat the lecturer is talkin about.. y is my life in a mess?? n i cant seems to do anything.. sometimes i juz find tat life sucks.. even though i have a veru gd bunch of frenz around me.. but they have their partners around them.. i feel tat im e onli one left.. tat extreme kind of feelin.. i reali dun understand.. one by one.. they got their partners.. when would it be my chance?? when would my right one come out?? work.. school.. studies.. friends.. outings.. all this is making me tired inside out.. i tot of leavin it as it is.. cuz all of the organising things is verit tiring.. but who would take over?? if i dun continue.. would tis clique stil b tgt?? i dun knoe.. at least i knoe tat they r reali great friends.. i didnt wanto lose any of them.. i rather be tired inside out den to lose them.. i've been lyk a person givin advices and all tis shit recently.. im gd at givin advice.. gd at consolin ppl.. but i cant possibly do tat to myself alrite?? i reali dun understand wat is happening to me.. im feelin so emotionally drained.. damn depress.. damn emo.. all of a sudden.. i hate myself for spoiling the mood around sometimes.. cuz i suddenly bcomes so damn emo tat evryone notices.. [JuzWannaLeadABetterLife] [[ImLivinForMyself]]

Can't Say I Never Knew You|7/12/2007 06:48:00 PM|

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