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Saturday, February 23, 2008

[[exams finishes]]

i dun knoe how i should be feeling nw as im blogging.. i feel that i have everything.. but on the other hand.. i feel that i have nothing.. i dun knoe how i will feel that way.. he says in his blog that he is havin a relationship that he wans it to last..but he is thinkin bout things that makes him doubt it.. although i dun reali understands wat he is tryin to say.. but i feel that he is not happy.. am i e cause for all this?? i dun knoe.. at least to me.. im e person that causes all this negative thinkin that he is havin.. ferstly, im not supportive enough. 2ndly, my temper is no gd.. 3rdly, im not a gd listener at times.. mayb thats y.. i cant tahan ppl nag.. him too canot tahan ppl nags.. but sometimes i will nag at him n he will nag at me.. i dun knoe y tis is happening.. mayb due to concern? care? sometimes i knoe that he is thinkin bout things.. not feeling gd about things.. but its juz that when i asked him.. he will tel me nothing.. hard to voice out? yes i myself admits this.. but is it juz bcuz its hard to say out how u r feeling or thinkin fearing of making the other party angry/sianz den u juz keep it to urself? makin urself thinkin more n more?? i dun knoe..cuz to me.. after awhile..den i will voice out wat i actually m thinkin about before.. i will wanto clear the air.. cuz i knoe that the one closes to u will always knoe that u'r not in gd mood whenever u feel down.. and if they dun get a answer that is satisfiable.. den they knoe that theres something wrong.. but their partner will still denies.. y?? y is tis so?? is it so hard to actually tel ur love ones even aft it passes? i dun knoe.. currently.. i stil haf no ans for all tis qns.. im drivin myself crazy.. P.S. bee.. i knoe that i haven been a gd partner.. pardon me my mistakes and let me knoe alrite?? i'll try my best to change.. (criticism makes perfect) I Love You.. Reali I Do..

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Can't Say I Never Knew You|2/23/2008 02:22:00 AM|

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